Where did all the time went to? it's the second last day of the year! Ive been doing nothing for almost half a year! hahah

2011 has been both a good and bad year for me. sigh, the good are really good, the bad is really somethng which i dont wanna talk about. but it existed nevertheless even if i wanna avoid. Some of the highlights of 2011 are travelling quite a bit this year to places like taiwan, hk, cairns, london, dubai, sydney, melbourne and the first overseas trip with a group of gd friends to batam. All the travels had been awesome. really awesome and i mean it. both the places and the company i had. graduating with first class honours was also another thing that is worth being happy about. the last sem has been a pretty good one despite all those late night reports, sleepless nights, screwed up modules and timetable, unable to churn out that particular essay, but i had a motivation then that kept me going. that motivation keeps me going and happy but it also sort of made me extremely unhappy.

All the time spent with you was good and Im thankful for your company and help all along. It was one of the happiest time in my life. as well as saddest. i was taught how to be jealous, angry, know how to love, understand whats all that about, get bitter, cried really badly, learning how to let go. i guess it all contributes to the process of growing up. its part of life and growing up. though i dont like it at all.

first half of the year was a really good one. i was really happy. But the second half was really bad. one of the worst period of my life. the last 6 months, i have been trying to find myself, trying to figure out what i want but i kind of failed. the year is ending and i still have not let go of the past and still have not figure out where do i want to go from where im standing currently. im at crossroads. and ive been here for a long time. 6 months.

I really wish 2012 be a better year. a year where i can find peace, courage and love. I know I need to look forward to the year though its so filled with uncertainties. I have to believe and have faith that better things will come along my way. when the time is right, everything will just fall into place. I really shouldnt worry so much.

After such long rants, I hope 2011 has been a good year for everyone and may 2012 be a even better year. Happy new year people! :D